Now am trying to get back on track with my studies. Dad's passing has been a day of sadness. Somehow i am convinced the fact of his departure. Many concerns from friends and family members. And to Jener, sorry you always have to endure my subtle tempermental state.

It's kinda strange when i am reflecting back on the day i had cell gathering. The topic of leadership was discussed across the small table and i remembered mentioning leading in the household. Now i guess it's the correct time to fulfil this statement.
I feel void without you around... And i really miss you so much... Dad...

IN LOVING MEMORY...

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I have not been really sleeping good cause the whole night, i was cracking my head to think about the project and i know keep thinking does not do any good to it. But i hate to do models. Thats suck man!

Someone came to trash the idea. I would not say that it's a brillant idea but somehow he is right in arguing the notion. Anyway, i also felt that it was not that impressive.

Back to ground zero, i guess.

Back to the research lab.

Jener's birthday is coming near.I have to say that it's up to the weather now. And i really hope that she will like what i get for her. I always have this phobia that she does not like what i buy. Maybe it's the bad experience last time round. Maybe she think i did not understand her well. It's really difficult.

Is it because she wil think i got no expensive taste?

I tried my best ...
So what is the twin like factor that will make my project successful.?

I have been pondering this question for almost 2 weeks. After the numerous attempts to convince each other of many ideas that was given, it seems that i am going to make it more real.

So am reflecting the times and those words Jeffrey and Liang mentioned. What is the being?

Where does your concept lies then?


Heard the Umbrella song by Rihanna?

Now try to slow down the pace and listen to this cover by mandy moore. She was like, " Ella Ella... Eh ... Eh" so slowly. Good attempt?





I was kinda half-hearted to watch the movie. One part of my mind is wanting to get off my school work and decided to retreat myself to a nice weekend and Movie sound great for a good weekend.

So Jay Chou's movie is perharps one of the agenda.

I had been hearing good stuffs and comments and i was like, "Jay Chou leh..."

I have been a great fan of his music. Who say guys are not included in his fan list?
But the past movies i seen in him that he really need more improvement in his acting skill. Like he keep slurping and mumbling in his dialogue and it can be quite irritating.

But however, i am still irritated by the starting part. He is still slurping, as usual and always loves to answer questions with short phrases.

The story goes like this...
High school student Lun, who studied in the school his father taught. Lun’s piano skill was above others. On the first day of school, while walking around the piano rooms, he heard an unknown and beautiful melody, played by Yu. From then on, the two were always together. However, Yu seemed mysterious and when Lu tried to get to know her more, she always brushed off his questions by saying that it was a secret.

There was a misunderstanding between the two of them, and subsequently Yu never came to school anymore. Lun was heartbroken. But the more he tried to find out, he realized that things were not as they seemed.

It was claimed to be his love story, although he denied it. But finally he revealed that it's adapted from his childhood memories.

It turns out there is a twist to the whole story and it's up to us, the viewers, determine the perspectives of the whole movie. How we judge the storyline. Is Yu Jay Chou's illusion, or the other way around?...

However, there is no such thing as a perfect plot. There is still mysterious loopholes. Well i guess its a secret.
What makes a architect's studio so archik?

1. Seeing my dear friend staying overnight already. On the first week of school.

2. Tutors just have their own timing. Thats all. 2 to 6 means 2 to 6. Other timings just seeing youself fighting alone.

3. Working with very small group of united nationality. Malaysian, Korean, Chinese.

4. Use laptop instead of the desktop. The dust layered on the keyboard tells everything

5. Lastly, you will see beautiful people dressing up like designers
First day in school? I still feel like it's still Orientation week but hey, it's business this time. Got the first project brief and i was so nervous that i am afraid i can't understand it.

However, as usual, the project brief is vague and i guess it's still for us to find out more about it.

Got into my studio with my lecturer and everyone's feeling was that how come got two funny looking guys joining us?... We were like so alien. Going through the project with my studio friends and understand it through various concepts and ideas. I discovered that they are actually not bad in generating ideas.

I can't make myself sound so great cause i am still amateur in architecture design.


Hollywood will forever wanna have weird partner combinations. Like Starsky and Hutch, the weird mix with the creature in ICE AGE; mammoth, sabretooth cat and a lemus, many others.

But they would always use a mix of black and white. For this case, Black is Chris Tucker, while the white is actually Jackie Chan, an Asian, unlike white american. One speak English fast and the other speak broken english fast. I watched this 91 minute movie and i ended up laughing at Chris' accent and Jackie's bloopers. No storyline for this. It's like a script rushing through the movie and getting to the climax fast.

Idea was rather brillant that this time, the setting is at Paris, something neutral for the both of them so that they can't express themselves in an alien country.

But however, it's very funny and entertaining. Can watch it for just a laugh.
Just 2 more days to school and everyone is going to gear up for the first upcoming project. Haha... a bit too dramatic...

Getting back to Mies, Le Corbusier and Frank Lloyd Wright is really tough and sometimes you tend to know them well, but actually you are not.

Jener send me this ringtone and the reason why we love it so much is because it's sound uniquely stupid and it's the extra irritation to your ears. 16 seconds is all what it takes. Mark was complaining about my previous Doraemon message tone and he say it's getting irritating so i decided to change this one...

The Homer Simpson's SPIDER PIG theme




Of course some people might not wanna catch this screening cause most can't understand the humours behind Homer and the rest. But i do, a bit. Watching the cartoon in the past few years and yet Maggie does not grow up, Homer still remain fat and Marge is still in that perm.

However, the movie is not too bad as expected. Was so funny and rather lame and slapstick in some scene, it is still a good movie to make you relax after a long week.

I am starting school soon and i don't know which module to take further. I am jam-packed with already 5 allocated modules and one more will probably kill me. Well, gotta be focused in it or else landed up outside the school, literally.

I am so troubled now, with the upcoming school and also my personal problems. Sometimes, i wanna prove that i am wanting to make things better... haiz..
Time to be serious and start to look like a student, once again. After 2 years of slacking time in the army, and those free allowances i had. Plus the 2 months salaries from Place Archi, I found my finance line just shut off and it's seems like a pathetic state i landed in.

Anyway, found out i need to take 2 semesters of English module and another additional core module because i am not trained in architectural system and structural theories. It's like Technology studies in the Building line.

Put that aside for the time being. Trying to organise my thoughts so that i won't get stiff with my ideas

Now am trying to get back on track with my studies. Dad's passing has been a day of sadness. Somehow i am convinced the fact of his departure. Many concerns from friends and family members. And to Jener, sorry you always have to endure my subtle tempermental state.

It's kinda strange when i am reflecting back on the day i had cell gathering. The topic of leadership was discussed across the small table and i remembered mentioning leading in the household. Now i guess it's the correct time to fulfil this statement.